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Sorry I didnt post yesterday...
I first want to direct everyone to see JJ's post in Big Brother Naboo Blog... He is truely and artist and very talented as you can see from his post
I was so amazing I had to share...
I like to welcome NamdHi but I think you may find my RL very dull compared to my RP one :P
Now on with Novy Bussiness,
okay... THis morning I had well I guess a bit of a nightmare...
I was in a house I lived in for maybe 1 year in Florida (house background, it belong to my ex husbands family and it should have been condemed, at one time it was a nice house and I always saw what it was once and could have been with money and TLC but in reality you couldnt lean on one of the walls or it would fall and eventually the roof caved in, I was always upset about him talking me into moving into it, when it was beyond condemable but once there I tried to see the beauty in it)
I was standing in the dining room only it was the bedroom in my dream I looked out the window from my bed and saw the wind kicking up outside.. I closed my eyes and was drawing in energy and magic to get help me get pregnant from the wind. I felt it could help me. The wind became a gusty wind that was huge and suddenly in the room with me kicking everything up and even my matress from my bed I opened my eyes and heard the train sounds and a scream like the wind was roaring and realized oh shit this is a tornado and its over the house, in this very room
so I ran to find a closet or something to hide in a basement or something
I heard it past and looked out the window and seen it pull up and then I heard another tornado drop I looked out and OMG it was coming for my house again
I woke...
*should I wait for the countless post of my reggies that come by and read and thus know I am a Dream Interpreter to beg for an interpretation?*
No I wont be that mean... Okay Tornado nightmares for me is a recurring things
Why it deals with emotions
Lets Break this Down
House: I saw it for the beauty and not how it was in reality and in my dream that is what I see the house as it could have been had it been shown TLC
A house in dreams is always a representation of ones self ones body
each room represents an aspect of ones self
Library could be the mind
roof= ones protectiveness or coping abilities
bathroom = cleansing or renewal of good feelings
okay and the bedroom is intimacy, sexuality and sexuality can also refer to reproduction and or having kids esp in women
I was searching for a closet or cellar
a closet or cellar = psyco-biological drive (sex drive, biological clock in women to have a child etc)
So we break down this part first:
The house I see is the one I lived in during an important part of my life
my kids were young old enough to play with me but to young to go to school
now I dont know about other mothers by I find this a most memorible time
because if the kids are
too young and they are a baby they sleep all the time and the bonding is different not that it isnt too speacial and I love babies but when they ar toddlers then you can run and play and get to bond with them in a very special way but when they are
too old , the schools steal your time (It is a needed thing I know but once in school they grow so much faster)
Also this house I always felt sorry for because it had not been taken care of and as a result it lost its beauty but still I tried to overlook that and see its beauty
It is normal I would see myself as this house, my ex abused me and despite all my problems I always see myself as what I could be, namely (this where the rooms come into play)
being a mom again... Having another baby
Now wind is nothing more than movement of consciousness, or mind the hidden influences on our life, ideas and concepts that move us, inspire us and drive us
the tornato... emotions and urges against which we feel powerless and which we may become obsessive on
(anyone who is a major regular may know where this is going already)
in my dream I focused on the wind to have a baby, because this is my internal force, being a mother inspires me drives me and is something deep in me, when I focus on it this becomes a tornado that returns over and over again because the desire in me to have another baby is a strong desire strong emotion, one which yes is an obsession and one I feel poweless to make happen
a mattress is the confort or relaxed feelings it could also mean sexuality (again sexuality doesnt not ness mean with it could also include, gender, motherhood and other things)
the fact the tornado blew my matress up and tossed it shows that my feelings on the matter are unsettled unresolved...
Now why did I have this dream NamdHi and I happened to be talking about it last night just before I went to bed...
My subconscious is letting me know that my mouth and mind is saying I have finally come to terms that I and Fire wont have a child together but its a lie
deep down inside I still hope and obsess on it...
Bottom line on my Persona and dream is I love kids and right now mine are grown and I have well a gap in my life that needs to be filled
like the wind in my dream when I focus on the having a baby it became a tornato
my subconscious is trying to warn me to by the matress being thrown that it can upset my confort, life, body etc... if it goes unresolved...
A tornato threatens the house and its contents, both in reality and in dreams
in reality we have to ride it out, but in our dreams we have the power to change its course away from our house and precious things or we have the power to quell it and turn it into a breeze
This is what I need to do and until I have had the IVF and I have tried everything
This is going to be my Tornado and go unresolved
Because I wont be able to accept Fire and I cant have a baby truely in my heart
and my fellow bloggers that is an example of breaking down a dream and interpreting it :P
Not many understand that having a baby is a very emotional thing for me when I think or talk about I go from calm to an emotional crying all of ther place woman
Fire doesnt undestand and no matter how many times I try to explain I get BAH from him
we cant have a cat cause he is allergic and we cant have a dog because of the flat agreement
some women told me that when thier kids grew until they had grans kids they found this to be a good way to fill that gap
I havent told Fire but I think I am going to make an apointment witht he Dr and see what this test they want to do and then I am going to go see the Kinderwunschen again (the baby dr that help you get preggie)
I am going to be forceful and say if I can get the insurence to agree to pay for one IVF which they never would give me an answer when I aske d if they pay they said
we will pay what is on your contract to be paid
so we assumed it meant they wont pay but Fire said I should ask the Dr and I didnt
I am going to this time and tell them no more F*ing games I dont want to be strung along any longer with procedures they know are not working... I want IVF
now if I dont get pregnant then I know it isnt meant to be
Fire wont adopt which is sad because if it cant be a mom one way well then I know there are so many children out thier and I would love to take any one of them (actually all of them but I just could not afford to take them all though I would if I could)
Okay if anyone has actually had IVF done could you tell me your experience? I would appreciate it
Anyhow now that the court stuff is over I am taking on another battle
starting Monday I am going to renovate this house and stop those tornados :)
Tommrrow I have a double feature with Fire, its Date night :)
I hope the movies are good...
well Bloggers get ready ITS THE WEEKEND
an inspired edit because of YWrose
Friday Feast #1
Appetizer
Choose one: moving to another state, having triplets, or never being able to eat chocolate again.
I love chocolate to much and this is easy for me I would have triplets oh did everyone see Fire s face just then I think he is running
Soup
Name a news story that truly shocked you.
I cant remember where but some men pulled a bag from a river thinking it would be a cat and it was a newborn
Salad
What was your very first job?
My very first job at the age of 16 was at BK aka Burger King and I will never have that type of job again
Main Course
If you had the chance to read the diary of someone you're really close to, would you? Why or why not?
No, Because it is private and everyone needs thier privacy respected. I had this arguement with my ex because he read our Daughters and his excuse was she left it on the sofa sorry If it says Diary it is off limits to read
Dessert
What's something you're looking forward to?
actually I am not sure my kids coming here having another baby
now your turn who wants to play?
(I will add your Name) oh YWR started something :P
1-yelowrose
Sorry I didnt post yesterday...
I first want to direct everyone to see JJ's post in Big Brother Naboo Blog... He is truely and artist and very talented as you can see from his post
I was so amazing I had to share...
I like to welcome NamdHi but I think you may find my RL very dull compared to my RP one :P
Now on with Novy Bussiness,
okay... THis morning I had well I guess a bit of a nightmare...
I was in a house I lived in for maybe 1 year in Florida (house background, it belong to my ex husbands family and it should have been condemed, at one time it was a nice house and I always saw what it was once and could have been with money and TLC but in reality you couldnt lean on one of the walls or it would fall and eventually the roof caved in, I was always upset about him talking me into moving into it, when it was beyond condemable but once there I tried to see the beauty in it)
I was standing in the dining room only it was the bedroom in my dream I looked out the window from my bed and saw the wind kicking up outside.. I closed my eyes and was drawing in energy and magic to get help me get pregnant from the wind. I felt it could help me. The wind became a gusty wind that was huge and suddenly in the room with me kicking everything up and even my matress from my bed I opened my eyes and heard the train sounds and a scream like the wind was roaring and realized oh shit this is a tornado and its over the house, in this very room
so I ran to find a closet or something to hide in a basement or something
I heard it past and looked out the window and seen it pull up and then I heard another tornado drop I looked out and OMG it was coming for my house again
I woke...
*should I wait for the countless post of my reggies that come by and read and thus know I am a Dream Interpreter to beg for an interpretation?*
No I wont be that mean... Okay Tornado nightmares for me is a recurring things
Why it deals with emotions
Lets Break this Down
House: I saw it for the beauty and not how it was in reality and in my dream that is what I see the house as it could have been had it been shown TLC
A house in dreams is always a representation of ones self ones body
each room represents an aspect of ones self
Library could be the mind
roof= ones protectiveness or coping abilities
bathroom = cleansing or renewal of good feelings
okay and the bedroom is intimacy, sexuality and sexuality can also refer to reproduction and or having kids esp in women
I was searching for a closet or cellar
a closet or cellar = psyco-biological drive (sex drive, biological clock in women to have a child etc)
So we break down this part first:
The house I see is the one I lived in during an important part of my life
my kids were young old enough to play with me but to young to go to school
now I dont know about other mothers by I find this a most memorible time
because if the kids are
too young and they are a baby they sleep all the time and the bonding is different not that it isnt too speacial and I love babies but when they ar toddlers then you can run and play and get to bond with them in a very special way but when they are
too old , the schools steal your time (It is a needed thing I know but once in school they grow so much faster)
Also this house I always felt sorry for because it had not been taken care of and as a result it lost its beauty but still I tried to overlook that and see its beauty
It is normal I would see myself as this house, my ex abused me and despite all my problems I always see myself as what I could be, namely (this where the rooms come into play)
being a mom again... Having another baby
Now wind is nothing more than movement of consciousness, or mind the hidden influences on our life, ideas and concepts that move us, inspire us and drive us
the tornato... emotions and urges against which we feel powerless and which we may become obsessive on
(anyone who is a major regular may know where this is going already)
in my dream I focused on the wind to have a baby, because this is my internal force, being a mother inspires me drives me and is something deep in me, when I focus on it this becomes a tornado that returns over and over again because the desire in me to have another baby is a strong desire strong emotion, one which yes is an obsession and one I feel poweless to make happen
a mattress is the confort or relaxed feelings it could also mean sexuality (again sexuality doesnt not ness mean with it could also include, gender, motherhood and other things)
the fact the tornado blew my matress up and tossed it shows that my feelings on the matter are unsettled unresolved...
Now why did I have this dream NamdHi and I happened to be talking about it last night just before I went to bed...
My subconscious is letting me know that my mouth and mind is saying I have finally come to terms that I and Fire wont have a child together but its a lie
deep down inside I still hope and obsess on it...
Bottom line on my Persona and dream is I love kids and right now mine are grown and I have well a gap in my life that needs to be filled
like the wind in my dream when I focus on the having a baby it became a tornato
my subconscious is trying to warn me to by the matress being thrown that it can upset my confort, life, body etc... if it goes unresolved...
A tornato threatens the house and its contents, both in reality and in dreams
in reality we have to ride it out, but in our dreams we have the power to change its course away from our house and precious things or we have the power to quell it and turn it into a breeze
This is what I need to do and until I have had the IVF and I have tried everything
This is going to be my Tornado and go unresolved
Because I wont be able to accept Fire and I cant have a baby truely in my heart
and my fellow bloggers that is an example of breaking down a dream and interpreting it :P
Not many understand that having a baby is a very emotional thing for me when I think or talk about I go from calm to an emotional crying all of ther place woman
Fire doesnt undestand and no matter how many times I try to explain I get BAH from him
we cant have a cat cause he is allergic and we cant have a dog because of the flat agreement
some women told me that when thier kids grew until they had grans kids they found this to be a good way to fill that gap
I havent told Fire but I think I am going to make an apointment witht he Dr and see what this test they want to do and then I am going to go see the Kinderwunschen again (the baby dr that help you get preggie)
I am going to be forceful and say if I can get the insurence to agree to pay for one IVF which they never would give me an answer when I aske d if they pay they said
we will pay what is on your contract to be paid
so we assumed it meant they wont pay but Fire said I should ask the Dr and I didnt
I am going to this time and tell them no more F*ing games I dont want to be strung along any longer with procedures they know are not working... I want IVF
now if I dont get pregnant then I know it isnt meant to be
Fire wont adopt which is sad because if it cant be a mom one way well then I know there are so many children out thier and I would love to take any one of them (actually all of them but I just could not afford to take them all though I would if I could)
Okay if anyone has actually had IVF done could you tell me your experience? I would appreciate it
Anyhow now that the court stuff is over I am taking on another battle
starting Monday I am going to renovate this house and stop those tornados :)
Tommrrow I have a double feature with Fire, its Date night :)
I hope the movies are good...
well Bloggers get ready ITS THE WEEKEND
an inspired edit because of YWrose
(I will add your Name) oh YWR started something :P
1-yelowrose
I first want to direct everyone to see JJ's post in Big Brother Naboo Blog... He is truely and artist and very talented as you can see from his post
I was so amazing I had to share...
I like to welcome NamdHi but I think you may find my RL very dull compared to my RP one :P
Now on with Novy Bussiness,
okay... THis morning I had well I guess a bit of a nightmare...
I was in a house I lived in for maybe 1 year in Florida (house background, it belong to my ex husbands family and it should have been condemed, at one time it was a nice house and I always saw what it was once and could have been with money and TLC but in reality you couldnt lean on one of the walls or it would fall and eventually the roof caved in, I was always upset about him talking me into moving into it, when it was beyond condemable but once there I tried to see the beauty in it)
I was standing in the dining room only it was the bedroom in my dream I looked out the window from my bed and saw the wind kicking up outside.. I closed my eyes and was drawing in energy and magic to get help me get pregnant from the wind. I felt it could help me. The wind became a gusty wind that was huge and suddenly in the room with me kicking everything up and even my matress from my bed I opened my eyes and heard the train sounds and a scream like the wind was roaring and realized oh shit this is a tornado and its over the house, in this very room
so I ran to find a closet or something to hide in a basement or something
I heard it past and looked out the window and seen it pull up and then I heard another tornado drop I looked out and OMG it was coming for my house again
I woke...
*should I wait for the countless post of my reggies that come by and read and thus know I am a Dream Interpreter to beg for an interpretation?*
No I wont be that mean... Okay Tornado nightmares for me is a recurring things
Why it deals with emotions
Lets Break this Down
House: I saw it for the beauty and not how it was in reality and in my dream that is what I see the house as it could have been had it been shown TLC
A house in dreams is always a representation of ones self ones body
each room represents an aspect of ones self
Library could be the mind
roof= ones protectiveness or coping abilities
bathroom = cleansing or renewal of good feelings
okay and the bedroom is intimacy, sexuality and sexuality can also refer to reproduction and or having kids esp in women
I was searching for a closet or cellar
a closet or cellar = psyco-biological drive (sex drive, biological clock in women to have a child etc)
So we break down this part first:
The house I see is the one I lived in during an important part of my life
my kids were young old enough to play with me but to young to go to school
now I dont know about other mothers by I find this a most memorible time
because if the kids are
too young and they are a baby they sleep all the time and the bonding is different not that it isnt too speacial and I love babies but when they ar toddlers then you can run and play and get to bond with them in a very special way but when they are
too old , the schools steal your time (It is a needed thing I know but once in school they grow so much faster)
Also this house I always felt sorry for because it had not been taken care of and as a result it lost its beauty but still I tried to overlook that and see its beauty
It is normal I would see myself as this house, my ex abused me and despite all my problems I always see myself as what I could be, namely (this where the rooms come into play)
being a mom again... Having another baby
Now wind is nothing more than movement of consciousness, or mind the hidden influences on our life, ideas and concepts that move us, inspire us and drive us
the tornato... emotions and urges against which we feel powerless and which we may become obsessive on
(anyone who is a major regular may know where this is going already)
in my dream I focused on the wind to have a baby, because this is my internal force, being a mother inspires me drives me and is something deep in me, when I focus on it this becomes a tornado that returns over and over again because the desire in me to have another baby is a strong desire strong emotion, one which yes is an obsession and one I feel poweless to make happen
a mattress is the confort or relaxed feelings it could also mean sexuality (again sexuality doesnt not ness mean with it could also include, gender, motherhood and other things)
the fact the tornado blew my matress up and tossed it shows that my feelings on the matter are unsettled unresolved...
Now why did I have this dream NamdHi and I happened to be talking about it last night just before I went to bed...
My subconscious is letting me know that my mouth and mind is saying I have finally come to terms that I and Fire wont have a child together but its a lie
deep down inside I still hope and obsess on it...
Bottom line on my Persona and dream is I love kids and right now mine are grown and I have well a gap in my life that needs to be filled
like the wind in my dream when I focus on the having a baby it became a tornato
my subconscious is trying to warn me to by the matress being thrown that it can upset my confort, life, body etc... if it goes unresolved...
A tornato threatens the house and its contents, both in reality and in dreams
in reality we have to ride it out, but in our dreams we have the power to change its course away from our house and precious things or we have the power to quell it and turn it into a breeze
This is what I need to do and until I have had the IVF and I have tried everything
This is going to be my Tornado and go unresolved
Because I wont be able to accept Fire and I cant have a baby truely in my heart
and my fellow bloggers that is an example of breaking down a dream and interpreting it :P
Not many understand that having a baby is a very emotional thing for me when I think or talk about I go from calm to an emotional crying all of ther place woman
Fire doesnt undestand and no matter how many times I try to explain I get BAH from him
we cant have a cat cause he is allergic and we cant have a dog because of the flat agreement
some women told me that when thier kids grew until they had grans kids they found this to be a good way to fill that gap
I havent told Fire but I think I am going to make an apointment witht he Dr and see what this test they want to do and then I am going to go see the Kinderwunschen again (the baby dr that help you get preggie)
I am going to be forceful and say if I can get the insurence to agree to pay for one IVF which they never would give me an answer when I aske d if they pay they said
we will pay what is on your contract to be paid
so we assumed it meant they wont pay but Fire said I should ask the Dr and I didnt
I am going to this time and tell them no more F*ing games I dont want to be strung along any longer with procedures they know are not working... I want IVF
now if I dont get pregnant then I know it isnt meant to be
Fire wont adopt which is sad because if it cant be a mom one way well then I know there are so many children out thier and I would love to take any one of them (actually all of them but I just could not afford to take them all though I would if I could)
Okay if anyone has actually had IVF done could you tell me your experience? I would appreciate it
Anyhow now that the court stuff is over I am taking on another battle
starting Monday I am going to renovate this house and stop those tornados :)
Tommrrow I have a double feature with Fire, its Date night :)
I hope the movies are good...
well Bloggers get ready ITS THE WEEKEND
an inspired edit because of YWrose
Friday Feast #1
Appetizer
Choose one: moving to another state, having triplets, or never being able to eat chocolate again.
I love chocolate to much and this is easy for me I would have triplets oh did everyone see Fire s face just then I think he is running
Soup
Name a news story that truly shocked you.
I cant remember where but some men pulled a bag from a river thinking it would be a cat and it was a newborn
Salad
What was your very first job?
My very first job at the age of 16 was at BK aka Burger King and I will never have that type of job again
Main Course
If you had the chance to read the diary of someone you're really close to, would you? Why or why not?
No, Because it is private and everyone needs thier privacy respected. I had this arguement with my ex because he read our Daughters and his excuse was she left it on the sofa sorry If it says Diary it is off limits to read
Dessert
What's something you're looking forward to?
actually I am not sure my kids coming here having another baby
(I will add your Name) oh YWR started something :P
1-yelowrose
What my friends are saying:
i did the friday feast today as well!!! actually been doing it for a few weeks now and i love it! it's a fun one!!!!
ps what do the stars next to our names in your BR mean?
I can't take credit! Go here....
http://fridaysfeast.blogspot.com/
Great list!! Glad you are playing!!
I'll toss a salad into the mix:
My first job was actually me mowing yards around the neighborhood. I started when I was 9 and I juggled as many as 13 at once. Most of it went into savings.
By the time I quit mowing and went to college, I had enough to purchase a car (that I totalled), a stereo system (that I still have), a television (lightning got it), a 6 piece living room suit, and still had leftovers in saving to the tune of over $3000.
Good money in yard keeping, if you have enough yards to keep you busy.
I saw that in the news about the baby. So sad. So many who would love to have a baby and then you hear something like this.
Quite an explanation for your dreams. I used to have this dream where I was always falling off a cliff or something-- just always falling and it would wake me up. Had that dream for many years. Always figured it was the result of the time when I was young and fell down a well on an Aunt and Uncles farm. Today I wonder if my parents had taken me to someone for help after it happened, then maybe those falling nightmares might not have happened for the next 60 or so years. It was only the last few years that the nightmares where I was falling finally stopped.
Killred the stars are a rating system and I need to up date it there are some without stars I think
thanks ywrose for the link :=) I will be playing from now on I think I also amd going to change my template a little
so that I have a THURS 13 archive and now a Friday feast archive
lol thanks fluke that was great always good to see you
DOTM this nightmare of yours could be that or it could also mean something in your life is occurring that makes you feel the same way as you did then it could men a number of things I cant do a professional interpretation with out more info but I would go with your instinct on its meaning instincts is another way the sub-conscious speak to us
in general falling is the main theme many dream reserchers and interpreters come across... This is common and in all cases have always lead to a fear, or insecurity. Loss of confidence, security the feeling of safty
It is always an internal anxiety and triggered by extreme matters of stress. In all cases if someone has expierence a tramatic fall as a child ie falling out of a tree
then this is the perfer means of the sub conscious mind to alert us to matter which are extremely stressful
it sounds that your experience was very tramatic (falling down a well would be) so you should know that the nightmare could return if some extreme stressful enters into your life
hope this helps
november Rain, thanks for the update. Must admit that it is one dream that I hope never comes back
Here is another dream I had more than once many years ago. It was about sone Nieces and nephews living in the farmhouse where they had moved out of years before. I had also lived there before they did.I saw the kids in an upstaies window while the house was on fire. That house has never burnt, In fact a few years ago ( many years after the dream) an older bro bought and updated that house.
This dream felt so real as did one other dream I used to have. These 2 Dreams were even more real and scarry than the one I had where I was falling. I had trouble shaking them and still remember them today, after many years has passed.
The second Dream was with the same kids, only no danger envolved. Hubby and I were visiting them and when we arrived a couple of the older kids were lying on the porch on backless couches that were pushed up against the house. Porch went across the front of the house and down the side to a door. Their twins were lying- one on each bed with an older sister- one on the front part of the porch, the others on the side part of the porch. This one had a house I have never seen and they have never lived in. The twins were already much older than they were in my dream. They were kids from the bro I was closest too and so special to me.
Also I have your blog icon on my desktop and will now add it to my blog. Many of my favorite blogs have icons on my desktop for easier reading them without opening up my blog..
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